5 posts tagged “tapestry”
Well, I think I am coming out of this "blue funk" I was in. Sorry for being away. But, what kind of happened was I have to find out "who I am". Most of my life has been a caretaker of people up to now. Only child growing up-so had chores before mother got home from work. Married 37 years to the same guy, raised 3 kids, caretaker of 2 houses. Being caretaker for Mother. So now what. The exploring of what defined my life is all finished. WOW! Ok, I have been redoing this little house-love it. Managed to get the majority of the things I wanted to have for my house. Doing that brought on "guilt" with the spending of money for remodeling. Should I have just put the money aside for those wonderful "golden years" that are just around the corner?? I was just so tired of "making do". So now, I finally feel I deserve things. I know some are a bit disapointed with me right now, but just think for a moment. Besides being a wife, mother, cartaker, hubby, father, whomever, who are you with out most of what defined you? My big thing now is age. no, I not concerned about being old, but being invisible. I want to do more as far as art or craft shows. Try some major pattern designing with both beads and crochet. And for once in my life, I can go full bore. Boy, getting that all straight in my head tho took a bit. Remodeling ones mind set is the real challenge. So, hopefully, I can get back on track again.
I am working on a "hearts" purse for February! I just might try to have a purse a month. Imagine have a different and unique purse for every month!!! Now that can be cool Sneek preview-I have a pattern for a purse that has a "work" motif!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stay tuned!!
Since I am a daughter, I don't get paid, or get health insurance, or days off. Did you know that the wonderful people who do live-in caregiving get paid fairly well? I wish there was somewhere I could go to get "paid" for all I do for mom! Now that would be cool. Imagine how much I am saving medicare?
Yes, I am "venting" a bit. some days I just get so tired of empting the commode pan, nebulizer treatments, wheeling mom from room to room and the rest in general. I guess it just comes down to I miss having my own life every so often. Sorry.
But, hey, if you would like to try doing this tapestry crochet go to http://www.tapestrycrochet.com/ as Carol Ventura has some free patterns for you to try! And PLEASE let me know if you do make something. I would just love to see it!!! I use wool yarn, a different size hook that the pattern calls for. I just love to warp the rules every so often!!!!
I am doing another Halloween treat bag right now and hopefully will have it finished on Sun. I have a "dentist" appointment tomorrow-a crown fitting, so I won't be doing any crocheting.
Sunday morning I will do my housework since I couldn't do it on Sat morning. Hummmm, Monday the nurse is coming. Tuesday, the aid to bathe mom. Wednesday!!!!!, I would love to go see this sweater I saw in the "Coldwater Creek" catalog as we have a store here. Thursday-bath day again. Fri-Ah Friday-"Gem show". I am going. I need the time off, I want to dig my hands into all the wonderful, different kinds of beads and just suck up the energy to refresh my soul. I am going to try to get back to my first love-beading in the next few weeks-Cross your fingers I can!!!!
Well, good night-tomorrow is another day, just like this one, except my mouth will be a bit sore.
Deborah
Here goes doing this blog. Hopefully, I will get a lot of friends here.
First let me tell you a bit about myself. Right now I am my Mother's caregiver. I do just about everything for her as she is in a wheelchair and can not walk. Mother has severe COPD and is terrimal. Now, I know what you are all thinking, but also le tme explain that Mother and I have gotten all that legal and moral stuff out of the way. Yes, it is difficult to know that I am watching my Mother die. However, I am trying to do my best to make sure those days are very good. We do have Hospice on board, the nurse comes twice a week. An aid comes twice a week to bathe her. I am working on getting the volunteer service on board so I can get away for a few hours a couple of times of week too. I would love to go get my hair cut, a manicure and pedicure.
I used to do several art shows and artwalks, but I am unable to do so now. My passion is "traditional beading". I have been beading for 25+ years. I will put up photos of all of what I have done. I also do crochet-and have been doing that for 34 years. Again, I will put up photos of that craft too. Being that I am unable to go out and "work" a job for money (the art shows and all), my beadings and crochet are for sale. Just e-mail me and I will send you the info. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but I spend from 4:30am till 7-8pm on care for Mother. I get a bit tired and somewhat cranky sometimes.
Besides that, I care for Mother's house, do the marketing, her bills, cooking, etc etc.
As you can see below, with the beadwork I am getting ready for Halloween. The "Diva" is a great necklace. I use all glass beads and it is a silver "bat" hanging in the fringe. The "People" bag is Tapestry crochet done in wool yarn.
Deborah